9.7.07

lugged 7.5kg (i weighed) of stuff home today. laptop + four academic books + adapter + misc. if you think thats okay, you're crazy. on my way home today i suddenly have breathing difficulty. think its the lack of fresh air everywhere, crowded bus stops, library, everywhere. nearly blacked out, has been a few months since i had that. its a warning from my body.
i enjoyed today, i really do. i mean, next to doing aimless things and having fun when you have plenty of time to spare, i think its much more important to have fun even when you're in the midst of work, stressed and all. perhaps its compensation for the lack of parental love lately.
i think i can just ramble on and on, drifting from topics to topics.
i've being seeing less of some friends lately. time just doesnt permits us to meet, either online or real life. i feel kinda desperate for more time to get in touch with them. guilty too, in a way.
after typing so much i realise my mind is wandering far far far from me, floating out of the life around, floating out of assignments.
At what point of time after being partnerless should Ser Fee quit dancesports? Should it matter or not?
sometimes its hard to hold on
knowing where you belong
is not where you dwell
nor where you fell
and you question the air
to inhale such heavy breaths aint fair
but we all know we know
we need to carry on the show

so, go with the flow

20:00

me

serf
13121990

"Happiness is enjoying, not owning" (Joanna, 2007)
"Happiness is a journey, not a destination" (Henry 2007)
"Gravity is the only constant"
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i'm living everyday like my last. i don't have much time left, so allow me to be emotional, to treasure life, to think simple.

list of death-occurring work

none (:


links&credits

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wishlist/wish-to-dos

new back-to-school bag
get a haircut
clean room
hang up puzzle
clothes!
completing the modules quite well
find a dance partner/ new cca
practise on the piano
lose weight
find an interest in music or dance